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We met in strange circumstance, serendipity if you will. Bonds of love were not formed on site, neither of us believed it that way. We talked over tea and dinner, fine dining of course. He would speak to me in French or Russian;
softly. It played like silk on my skin, I shivered with every word, pleasure wove itself up my spine.
The days melted by,
regardless of the constant stresses. His arms embraced me with nothing, but kindness and a love, so sincere. I loved him more then anything, but never the idol or the ideal.
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Errant KingStrip me bare and find what is wrong; has the tick-tock of my clockwork heart gone awry.
The jewels and trinkets do nothing for my bleeding heart they cloak the pain only for so long.
The illusions of youth taken so easily tragedy had its way with me.
The fault was never mine and I dare not look back for the victims always seem to find me.
The liar and coward I have become living like a hermit in my own head.
Play on old fool shamelessly paying the tricks for a good time for the briefest hint of love.
Errant king of disaster Errant King
by ~Xero-Jester

King of Broken ThingsTis' a shame to be the king of broken things. The flowing detritus of my mind, my slowly sinking soul into a mire, my vision lost on days long lost.
I tire so easily upon my broken throne, the laughter has long left these hollow bones.
Time slowly etches it's mark upon me, the scars show so boldly.
I collect the trinkets of forgotten dreams treasuring them in their useless state.
So here I sit for eternity and more; upon my head sits the shattered dreams held together be the tattered remains of yesterday.
My kingdom from dust and n King of Broken Things
by ~Xero-Jester

More on suicideSo how now the time passes on, the fine line between living and surviving too often crossed.
The waking day is a fragment
of the memories we once loved and cried.
Tomorrow your dreams lie waiting, many to die.
We stand like statues watching and waiting looking forward for the next time someone looks our way. We never tire of the living rhetoric.
I say we are lucky, at least I am. While I was cursed with a life I was gifted with a death as well.
So how now? More on suicide
by ~Xero-Jester

Edict of a night owlAt the midnight hour eyes wide alive and twitching glued like an obsessive compulsive and a rubik's cube.
The hardships endured for the sake of some endless quest to find what I must have missed, the point.
Endless rhythms unknown to the day dweller who endlessly toils and troubles under the burning baneful sun so provoked from the joy of man to instill cancers not happiness.
I seek the dusk till twilight the old witching hours where demons come alive and stop in for tea; the devil is oh so polite, he ev Edict of a night owl
by ~Xero-Jester

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2009, Probably an end

Thu Jan 1, 2009, 11:03 PM

Well it has been nearly a year since I have written in this journal. I don't write anything anymore. I figured out why though; no one pays any attention to my works anymore. I loved the praise and now there is none. Maybe one day I'll come back to all this and write endlessly, but I really don't know anymore.

All that aside, I still love my old works, the pinnacle of my writing ability I guess.

Well adieu for now, not that anyone cares anymore.

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Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Stuff
Reading: Far too much
Watching: nothing really
Playing: this and that
Drinking: Ginger ale

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Current Residence: Calgary
Interests: Reading, philosophy, desperately seeking men, baking, cooking, gaming, D&D
Favourite movie: Pleasantville, Whole New Thing, My Life without Me, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Juno
Favourite band or musician: Our Lady Peace, Ani Difranco, Matthew Good (Band), The Organ
Favourite genre of music: Techno, Hard House, Dance(Remixes), Classical, R&B, Soul, Jazz, Alternative, Acid, Folk and Tran
Favourite artist: Van Gogh, Dali, Escher, Pollock, Kahlo
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, T.S. Elliot, Gregory Maguire, Steven Erikson
Favourite photographer: Kari or Nathan
Favourite style of art: Surrealism, Dada, Impressionist, Vector, Romantics
Operating System: WinXP Pro
MP3 player of choice: WinAMP
Wallpaper of choice: Mad Hatter or Soviet Union Ressurection
Skin of choice: Never been comfortable in my own.
Favourite game: Wild ARMS, Mario RPG series, Tales of Symphonia, Zelda series, Soul Edge/Caliber
Favourite gaming platform: SNES, PS, GameCube(Lunchbox), Wii(Bento box)
Favourite cartoon character: Dilbert and Coworkers, Fuu, Mugen and Jin and Ein and Ed
Personal Quote: Self-realization; the anti-duh
Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS, Olympus C7070, Staedler Tri-ball pens, Calligraphy pen, Chalks, FC Technical Pen

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~socketto

Mar 14, 2008, 9:44:52 PM

thank you i have always liked complex things that look simple so i try to bring a clean nice look to the images i make while still making them look as simple as possible

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Say it with simplicity
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~LostNSilence

Sep 21, 2007, 12:29:56 AM

i am very interested and impressed with your poetry. i set out to find a poet to read that i could really delve into and relate to grow to know through his/her poetry, and you are the first i came to, and i believe i'd like to see more of your work!

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"He would create proudly out of the freedom and power of his soul, as the great artificer whose name he bore, a living thing, new and soaring and beautiful, impalpable, imperishable."